blah

Do you ever just feel blah? Well not only do I feel blah...I feel like right now my life is kinda blah! And why? I shouldn't I am in college getting an education.... I have a wonderful family! And I am home...home...where i grew up with my family..but it doesnt feel like home anymore to me. It is great to be home...and live here...and be with my family...my home is great..however... i have no friends here anymore...everyone is growing up. Most of my friends are married or getting married. Others are off in their new towns...new life. And on missions, or i have grown apart from the rest. But then I am okay with that. I have really grown since high school, I am more mature and confident and I was done with the high school way of life with friends. Yet, i don't feel at home in rexburg either. It's wierd...I am happy, but blah. I am hoping something new like China will change it. At times i just feel like I am doing nothing important with my life...when I am...and that I am lonely when I have family...I just feel like something is missing. I am trying to figure out what that is. So this is a random thought I have been having and thought I would write it down. I guess I have a good 6 weeks of doing nothing to figure it all out while I am home. Well Hope everyone is doing great! xoxo